She remembers from time to time, though that memory she has buried in a hole so deep no pirate could ever dig to find her treasure. She created in her mind and changed scenarios multiple times memories of events that never happened, forming an image of a child that was never born. Her regret is so deep i would watch Ana weep and though no one could see her tears i saw them. I saw her regret reach infinity, i could swear her tears helped to fill the ocean as she beat her self about why she did the “Ab…. She couldn’t even finish saying the word all she could think of was what a selfish girl she had been choosing to cover up her embarrassment or so called shame of getting pregnant at such a young age. How would she face the jeers as others would say she was a teachers pet gone bad. Her limited mind let her think all her dreams would die along with her if she carried her child as a child herself.
Ana Ana and her unborn child. Never born but alive in her heart and mind. Its her secret, no one knows about her 10 year old child but she carries him around with her all the time. Her regret is so deep i would watch Ana weep and though no one could see her tears i saw them. I See her regret reach infinity. I could swear her tears helped to fill the ocean as she beat herself about why she did the “Abor……”
She laid alone on what seemed to be a sliding bed, her arms straight and legs together, eyes closed and scared waiting for dooms day. The bed started to move and she found herself in a room with faces covered, anesthetic administered and she blocks out. Her only memory is the bed on wheels. She leaves empty her gift destroyed. Her body made preparations, producing milk never used by her invisible son.
In her dreams she sees him running and playing saying mommy and dada!
In her dreams she carried him for 9 months and saw his cheeks get red as he cried and kicked. In her dreams she saw his first smile, his first step and when Ana wakes up she is full of regret. Her regret is so deep i would watch Anna weep and though no one could see her tears i saw them. I see her regret reach infinity. I could swear her tears helped to fill the ocean as she beat her self about why she did the “Abortion”
Writer “keimesha Alicia Campbell”